ASTAGHFIRULLAHALAZIM...

please forgive me Allah SWT....

change~~~~~

assalamualaikum...
my dear love,
i'll try to change,
i need to change..

1st celebration wif new frenz..

dear my love,
dah lama nk bli buku nih..tp xsmpy seru lg...tiba2 hri ni dpt sbg hadiah...t'haru sgt....tme kasih hajar...

letihnye...hari ni klas stat kol 8 smpy kol 12 stgah then smbung plak kol 5-6ptg..penat3x...ni lah lumarahnya menjd seorg plajar...hanya plajar je yg tahu btapa pnatnyew blaja ni untuk kegunaan masa depan..

1st time.......

my dear love..
i dun know whether dis is d 1st time,
that when im on phone wif my mama,
i felt like im gonna cry..
i just got know that she is now in hospital ward, coz of her eyes getting hurt...
i'll try wanted 2 ask her about her health, but it seem so awkward 2 talk on phone...
i know that until this moment that i've can't talk wif my mama cmfortable....
after on phone wif her, i felt this feeling that what would be to me if she's 'gone'..
what will happen to me...so many kind of question in my mind..
dis is d 1st time im thinking about 'that'..am i gonna miss her??am i gonna cry if she's gone and left me???what will happen???

MAMA~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!

my dear love,
my mama msuk ward yesterday...sakit mata kata my papa...skang pon still dok kat ward..

missing HIM..

my dear love...
since my p****d not end yet...im missing HIM so much...nothing much i can do for a week..i felt lonely...i can't heard HIS sentences and HIS 'book'.. my strength is going weaker...help me...!!~~

kwn aku ade guna produk ni...diorg ckp brksan..tp xtau la...

dieTING!!!!!

my dear love,
im on diet nowadays...
so hard to bear my lust appetite...
dah seminggu aku diet...dlam masa tu juga lah aku x makan mkanan kegemran aku....hukhukhuk...x pe aku kna bnyak bersabr...rindunya aku kat nasi, ayam, daging n mcm2 lg lah...aku cuba untuk berdiet tnpa mkn suma tu...sbb kalu aku stat makan abis lah aku..hari ni adalah hari yg aku paling nyesal sgt2!!!
td jam 3stgah...aku nyew nafsu nk mkn dtg...adoi mak...aku bli tuna ayam bram...aku igat juz sapu utk satu roti je sehari..dah la aku mbik yg berminya plak tuh! UUMMMMMMMMMMMM!M!M!M!!!M!M!M!M!M!M!M!M!Mhukhuklhuk.....sbb byak sgt choice mayonise la, kari la...mcm2...so aku igt nk bg dia than tuk sminggu at least...aku mbik la tuna yg berminyak..sdap ke x tu, boleh la...tp aku mkna 2 kping....bnyak lak tuh...hummmmmmmmmmmmmmm!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i'll promise next time i'll try to reduce or not eating it anymore...

my weight getting higher than usual...i need to diet now...my age have already achieved 22YO..WAKE UP anis!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!with dis body u cant success...!!!